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About Me Member Deviant of Many Talents .....My father calls me Nathan18/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Sweating Bullets

Fri Sep 18, 2009, 7:12 PM
College started a while ago, and I've had a few classes.I still feel nervous as all hell. I was late getting in the game, so I got stuck with six credits. I have College Transition, Interview Techniques and Intro to the Theatre. I'm only half-time, but I guess It's better that way what with all the apprehension I've been feeling. Adding the fact that I have never done homework before. A lot of people believe in me... I can't let them down.

You know what kind of gets on my nerves? When people pull up to your house and instead of getting out and knocking on your door, they call your cell to tell you that they're right outside. Grrr.
It's not so bad when it's a close friend or something, but my therapist is starting to do it. We are supposed to have a Professional relationship (that he enforces) but...I don't know. that just seemed rude to me.
Speaking of rude, I haven't been online or replied to anyone of late...I would say I'm sorry, but for a number of reasons, I don't believe it would help any.

Jagermeister and Tattoo seem to burn away any uncertainty or emotional pain I happen to come across. whether it's from upcomming events or emotional steak knives that seem to bore into the top of my skull, creating an unbelievably grotesque vision of pure white paste which forms and gathers from the grating of my bones. Bone Paste...Good Song Title!!

  • Mood: Terror
  • Listening to: Prayer Of The Refugee by Rise Against
  • Reading: "Freaks" by Annette Curtis Klause.
  • Watching: A couple just a few feet away, loving vigorously
  • Playing: Guitar Hero Series
  • Eating: Someones homework
  • Drinking: Ryokucha Soda (WTF???)

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No, that's not a light-bulb. That is actually the shape the flame took when the photo was taken...odd

Devious Info

  • Interests: music, computer, anime, swimming, and learning
  • Favourite genre of music: I listen to a very different selection than most people, so alternitive I guess.
  • Operating System: Windows Xp
  • MP3 player of choice: ALSong
  • Shell of choice: the ones that woman use for bikini's, wait what kind of shell??
  • Wallpaper of choice: something dark...
  • Skin of choice: hmm, so many to choose from, they all look so delicous though...umm, what?
  • Favourite game: SquareEnixs' tittles
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2 (even though it's slower than hell) it has good games
  • Favourite cartoon character: JTHM
  • Personal Quote: ...
  • Tools of the Trade: a pencil...and the darkness that binds me

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:iconxxover-the-edgexx:
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!
:iconrainbowheartplz1::iconrainbowheartplz2::iconrainbowheartplz3:

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:iconkimahrikara:
No problem, I've been there before. The poem "She, my first love" in my deviations should be a good read for you.
:iconxxover-the-edgexx:
thanks, and i liked that poem :)

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Love Is Love...
♂ + ♂ = ♥
♀ + ♀ = ♥
♀ + ♂ = ♥
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(\/)
( . .)
c(")(") This is Bunny. Copy Bunny into your signature to help him on his way to world domination.
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avatar made by *Kezzi-Rose
:iconninja-13:
Thanks for fav'ing my first posted poem :D little boost of confidence! There will be more to come and I really like your stuff too!
:iconkimahrikara:
Thanks, and good luck!
:iconninja-13:
Check out my latest!

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:iconwolvesblood:
Hey, thanks for faving my skull drawing..you dont favorite alot of things so i want to say thank you.
I know we havent talked but are you doing ok?
:iconfeathery-wings:
Where the heck did you go?

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:iconkimahrikara:
I'm sorry I haven't done or said anything in a while, I've been preoccupied.

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